Are you ready to answer the call?
Solo...
No distractions...
In the Wild...
You Remember
The Truth of Who You Are
A 24-Hour Solo Fast Initiation for Men
No food, no shelter, no distractions
Oct 9th–12th @ Haven
6-week program: 3 preparation & 2 integration calls.
This world needs more initiated men..
There comes a moment in every man’s life when the noise of the world no longer satisfies, and the questions that haunt him can’t be answered by another book, another ceremony, or another conversation. He knows—deep in his bones—that it’s time to sit still, to stop running, and to face what he’s been avoiding.
Rite of Passage
This offering is inspired by the traditional vision quest—a rite of passage practiced by indigenous peoples across the Americas. Historically, young men approaching puberty would spend four days and nights alone in the wilderness with no food, water, shelter, or sleep, praying for a vision to guide their life. It marked the sacred passage from boyhood to manhood, from uncertainty to clarity of purpose.
What the Journey Looks Like
This is a 6-week initiatory path designed to prepare you for the threshold and help you return with the wisdom it offers.
You’ll walk through sacred preparation, enter the wilderness alone for 24 hours with no food, no water, and no shelter, and return for deep integration—supported by a community of men committed to truth.
This is not a retreat.
It’s a rite of passage.
Why NOW?
Humanity is at a threshold. We must return to the sacred.
We must remember the rites that align us with truth.
To build new systems rooted in love, sovereignty, and service, we need leaders who have walked through the fire—and returned with wisdom to share with their people.
This offering is one step toward that future.
One man. One fast. One prayer at a time.
Schedule
Prep Calls
Wednesday, September 17th @ 7pm CST
Wednesday, September 24th @ 7pm CST
Wednesday, October 1st @ 7pm CST
Threshold Weekend
Solo Fast @ Haven: October 9th - 12th
Integration Calls
Thursday, October 23rd @ 7pm CST
Thursday, October 30th @ 7pm CST
You weren’t meant to walk this path alone.
There is something sacred about sitting around the fire with other men who have faced themselves—who lead not from ego, but from embodied presence. Men who carry discipline, courage, and humility. Who remember that true strength is found in service, devotion, and love. When we surround ourselves with initiated brothers, we rise together.
This is the medicine the world needs now—men rooted in the Earth and aligned with the Divine
Who is this for?
🔥 You long to be of service. But who are you serving, if not Nature herself?
🔥 You feel overwhelmed by life, like there's no space to be with yourself. You're in need of a nervous system reset.
🔥 You’re at a crossroads—experiencing transition, relationship challenges, or inner stagnation—and you sense that the next level requires something deeper.
🔥 You’ve sat in ceremony, done therapy, explored coaching, maybe even walked with plant medicines—but you haven’t yet surrendered to just you and Nature.
🔥 You’ve avoided that final threshold: the fear of stillness, the primal fear of nature… which is the fear of your Self.
🔥 You’re a community builder, visionary, or heart-centered entrepreneur seeking authentic alignment.
🔥 You’re ready to stop outsourcing your wisdom and remember your own direct connection to Creator, Earth, and Truth.
Are you ready to answer the call?
Your Threshold Guides
Joseph Hawley, Lead Guide
Joseph Hawley is a former professional athlete who spent eight years in the NFL, mastering the disciplines of leadership, high performance, and mental toughness. But after reaching the pinnacle of outward success, he found himself haunted by an inner void—a quiet knowing that something essential was missing.
In a bold act of surrender, Joseph walked away from everything he had worked his entire life to achieve. What followed was a decade-long journey into the deeper questions every man must eventually face:
Who am I, really? Why am I here? What is the true nature of fulfillment?
His path led him to sit at the feet of elders, immerse himself in sacred traditions, and remember the ancient wisdom our modern world has forgotten. What he discovered is simple:
At the root of our society’s disconnection and dis-ease is the absence of sacred rites of passage—especially for men.
Today, Joseph is a Threshold Guide who has spent the last six years facilitating deep nature immersions and rites of passage, including pilgrimages to the Sacred Valley of Peru. He believes that the path forward requires men to return to the Earth, rekindle a direct relationship with the Creator, and remember who they truly are.
He is the founder of Haven, a regenerative community living project in Texas, and The Härt Collective, a global network of visionaries building sovereign, soul-rooted systems for the emerging world.
Brandon Spires, Guide & Integration
As a guide, Brandon brings an understanding of the sacred intersection between personal healing and nature's wisdom. With a background in sports medicine and years of immersive experience in hands-on land stewardship and farming, Brandon has dedicated his life to mastering the art of deep-rooted wellness.
Living in the woods, working on regenerative farms worldwide, and seeking spiritual guidance through quiet contemplation, he healed his health issues and clarified his purpose: to lead a revolution in love and nature connection for generations to come.
Brandon has walked the very threshold he now holds for others. He understands that to build a life of purpose, one must first build a body that can hold the vision. He guides from a place of deep integrity and embodied experience, knowing that facing oneself in the wild stillness is the ultimate rite of passage.
His role is not to give you answers, but to help you create the physical, mental, and spiritual space to receive your own, empowering you to unlock your unique gifts and return to the world with the energy and clarity needed to be a heart-centered leader.
Testimonials
Jeddy Azuma
Brandon is as trustworthy as they come. Words like "solid", "dependable", and "reliable" fall far short of the sturdy tree that he is. He serves as a high-ranking leader in our Rising Man community and is unwavering in his ability to create transformative space in which others can grow and feel safe. One thing I guarantee is that if Brandon says he has your back, it's as good as gold.
Austin West
Joe is compassionate, connected, open hearted and humble. His heart is to lift up, to bring life and connection to all who are lucky enough to come in to his life. He is a balanced and wise leader. His ability to lead with reverence to the land, people and medicine cultivated a sense of deep safety. He is a man of true integrity, commitment to a bigger vision and is genuine beyond words.
Thomas Krazinski
This experience continues to leave me in awe. I experienced a level of healing that was unexpected and necessary. I felt for the first time that I had enough space to finally feel and let go. This experience provided a lasting impression on the vision I carry within my heart for a more beautiful world. I am cracked open in the most vulnerable yet powerful way, and this feeling has established a new foundation for me to embody moving forward.
FAQs
Answers to Your Potential Questions
Will I be okay without food and water for 24 hours?
Yes, the body is extremely intelligent. It's actually incredibly healthy to allow the body to reset in this way. You may experience fatigue or low energy which is normal. By limiting distractions in this way, although it brings discomfort, will provide a portal into an altered state of consciousness and provide many insights if you're willing to listen.
I'm nervous about sleeping in Nature without shelter, is this normal?
Absolutely normal. This is one of the foundational fears any of us can confront, and few ever truly do. Before attending my vision fast (4 days, 4 nights alone) I was terrified of the little things, like creepy crawlies and animals. On the other side, I no longer fear nature because I know that I am one with it. I respect it more now then ever. This is at the foundation of why this experience is so vital.
What will I need to bring with me to the weekend initiation?
You will need to bring:
- refillable water bottle
- camping gear
- tent
- sleeping pad (optional)
- sleeping bag
- pillow
- toiletries
- head lamp / flash light
- hiking boots / shoes
- journal / pen
- any other personal items needed
Tell me more about what the weekend immersion looks like...
You will arrive at HAVEN (90 minutes outside Austin) by 4pm on Thursday Oct 9th. We will hike back together into the 50 acres of private forest to set up base camp. We'll be spending the weekend around the fire connecting with our purpose. You will find a sacred spot for your 24 hour solo fast. On Saturday at sunrise you'll hike to your spot and return at first light Sunday morning. We will be complete by 4pm on Sunday, Oct 12th.
What if I can't make the calls?
If you are unable to prioritize the entirety of the 6-week program, including the 5 group zoom calls, then we kindly ask that you wait until you're ready to fully commit. This is a powerful process that requires preparation and integration.
How much does this experience cost?
We operate as an unincorporated non-profit organization. These rites of passage our at the foundation of our mission in the world. We encourage you to contribute as much as feels in alignment with the value provided. We've valued this experience between $1,350 - $1,950. All of your contributions are tax deductible.